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Delusianalism

I Live To Write Down My Sins
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Breakdown

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Hey, guys sorry I have not been on. I have been on just not alive much. Kinda going thru mental wondering at the momment a mid life crisses if you will. But no worries If you need anything just shoot me a note I promise to be alive & active somewhat soon <3
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Penus

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*snuggels into my blankets* =3= Ahhhhh……Had a wonderful birfday ((Yes; I meant to spell it like that)) with my friends =3= wish it didn't have to end. But sadly it did but good news The AZ Japanese festival is this weekend. I will try to go ^_^ hmm not much to say in Journal o.o o3o hmmm…….Penus..
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Slain

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Waking up seems to even become a hassle, the alarm set to music doesn't even help me anymore, I slowly stop caring as it seems even my imagination is taking effects on this <V_-> & here I am complaining about waking up in Mornings on something that I wanted to do. ((Well to do to get people of my back)) I am sorry for the non posting as of today been in one of those phases. I just don't think I am a morning person or keep doing the same bull person. I come into class to listen to teachers that work pretty hard to have their knowledge only thrown aside by rude youth. Now that I think back I didn't really hate the teachers it was the piss ant students do you know how hard it is to set thru a good lesson such as Dante's inferno to hear someone in the back to always say "Fag!" or "That's gay!" It really does not take that much for me to start going in my happy place when listening to that. Sorry for the rant…but I just need to. Anyway still studying for my GED I took some test online and I did pretty well but of course I failed at one math ahh…..My arch nemesis hopefully with a bit more studying I can past thinking of taking the test around the 26th but not so sure



Yuso:Enough about you're worries child how about telling them about some good news for once? *pats her head* we have decided that we are going to change Howl name to ~Hysteria~  the name seems to fit for the story which…*cough* we are still working on…but stay tune we promise to have something by this week or weekend.
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The Start

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I was not really into Zodiac signs but I came across mine on; zodiac-signs-astrology.com/  & thought it was interesting.

"Pisces does not take well to a position of leadership or high business person, they are too sensitive and lacking in self-discipline and lacking self-confidence for a positions such as that. What they are good at is is writing, acting, poetry, or being musicians. Pisces are excellent at anything that tugs at the heart strings and mystical/spiritual. They are extremely creative and can use their skills of creativity and their understanding of people to inspire others. Unfortunately, most Pisces take the easy way out in life and never attain the degree of fame that they possibly could, they have to stop self-doubting themselves because they are capable of being good role models and leaders to others, people do look up to them."

……Creepy….


"Pisces will go out of their way to help a friend. They are extremely sensitive and loyal. They will take a friend's problem and make it their own and suffer with them. This is the weak spot of Pisces but any friend of this zodiac sign should know that although they are attracted to people with severe problems who desperately need help, this actually does more harm them good. Even though Pisces will offer to make everything right, do not allow them to take on all your problems because they will lose their identity in your situation. They need a strong positive friend to make them strong. Pisces like adventure, new situation and social events. A Pisces friend will always have something exciting in mind and it is a very fulfilling, long lasting friendship."


…….Ummm….wow… O.O




"Pisces is the sign of mysticism, mystery and the spiritual unknown. Pisces live in two worlds, the real world and the spiritual or mystical world where they interpret what they see into what they want. They do this to avoid all the realities of pain and suffering in the world. They have extremes of emotions and feel both good and bad intensively. Pisces have formidable intuitive ability. Most Pisces are somehow involved with occult or spiritualism. Pisces are very good at understanding people for they have the ability to delve into the psyche and see behind a person's motivations. Pisces are prone to drug addiction and indulging lifestyles because of their eternal search for themselves and their fear of confrontation and having to change a situation, also they justify drug use by allowing it to get closer with their 'spiritual selves'. Once they aware this is why they are doing it, it will be easier to kick the habit. Pisces are not the pushovers that they may seem, in fact they have strength of character and will stand up for what they believe in and and they can do hard work for something they believe in. They can be very lazy but only in matters that they do not care about. Pisces is the most sensitive of all zodiac signs."


These people are watching me….



"The feet are the most sensitive spot for Pisces. Massaging the feet and sucking on toes are usually Pisces favorite and will get them steamed up and ready for action."



O.O….No…No…No..




Just thought those were interesting I say they were really spot on. ((Except for the feet thing…you all stay away from my toes…))

What's the plan for today? Well I got some ideas for Howl. ((Still not sure about that name)) Well really for Uso, since he is one of the main characters hope I get some feedback ^_^

O! sorry for the empty DA ID but waiting for a special commission to fill that up <3
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