Delusianalism

Hey, guys sorry I have not been on. I have been on just not alive much. Kinda going thru mental wondering at the momment a mid life crisses if you will. But no worries If you need anything just shoot me a note I promise to be alive & active somewhat soon <3

*snuggels into my blankets* =3= Ahhhhh……Had a wonderful birfday ((Yes; I meant to spell it like that)) with my friends =3= wish it didn't have to end. But sadly it did but good news The AZ Japanese festival is this weekend. I will try to go ^_^ hmm not much to say in Journal o.o o3o hmmm…….Penus..

Waking up seems to even become a hassle, the alarm set to music doesn't even help me anymore, I slowly stop caring as it seems even my imagination is taking effects on this  & here I am complaining about waking up in Mornings on something that I wanted to do. ((Well to do to get people of my back)) I am sorry for the non posting as of today been in one of those phases. I just don't think I am a morning person or keep doing the same bull person. I come into class to listen to teachers that work pretty hard to have their knowledge only thrown aside by rude youth. Now that I think back I didn't really hate the teachers it was the piss ant studen